Follow the call...NOW.

Well hello blog!
Hello to you reading...and hello to me, the version of "me" that exists today, that is.

I have been hearing a whisper, well...kind of a yell at this point, that I should begin again.   Begin sharing my thoughts and my message.    Even just for my own joy and hopefully, to help a few along the way.

So, I started thinking of what to re-name this blog.    I felt like there could be a new name for it.  A new name to encompass all that I am, all that I want to share.    In fact, I still think there is.   But I haven't fallen upon it, YET.  

Truth?   It's been weeks trying to find the "perfect" name for it.   Weeks and weeks, I have been thinking it over, searching for the perfect name, and putting off actually just writing something...setting aside that call to start sharing again.

In my mind, the name would need to be something that would stir souls.  Something that would call out to those who were searching for my message.   Something that would really encapsulate who I am.  

And then, this morning,  I realized one of my favorite lessons.    A lesson that has been showing up, synchronistically enough, throughout this week.   And that lesson is simply...It doesn't have to be perfect, just follow your bliss, NOW.   or even better said....It already IS perfect and your only job is to share your soul...for you. Serve you and that which you are...and the rest always follows.   

How often do we WAIT to show up with who we are until all the conditions are perfect?  

Okay, I just need to make sure that 't' is crossed and that 'i' is dotted and THEN I will show you my full, authentic self.   THEN, I will listen to the call of my soul.  I thought back and can see so many places where this comes into play for me....

• Once I get my daily routine in place, then I will start working out.
• Once I have a little more time, I will start to work on those scrapbooks.   (ugg..that one stings a bit to share)
• Once I have a bit more money and can buy the perfect food for me, then I will start to eat better.
• Let me just finish all my house tidying up and then I will sit down and relax.

And the list could get longer and wider and bigger....but I don't think I sat down to write to give myself guilt.   In fact, just the opposite!   To feel joy...that is why I am doing this.     That is what my purpose is.   To create and to feel joy.   That feels good just writing that!

It is joyous for me to write and share what my heart wants to say.   I love it.   It flows out of me most days.   I feel like I have pages and pages to write and there would still be more.   (possible hint..:)   It becomes so easy when you choose your daily actions based on if they will make you feel good!  

So, there it is.   That is what my soul came here to say....oh, and that I love you.
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